our 3rd month

2day

is 3rd month

for me n dear

bt cnt celebrate wif dear

cnt meet up dear

at kampar nw

n no back home

miss dear so much

really miss him

at cc nw

so i cn on9

buy bicycle ald

2day

1st time go out dinner wif bicycle

together wif some friends

n after dinner

go cc on9

till nw

2moro no need go to sch

so 2day cn stay late a bit

cn sleep late a bit

we plan go to eat ice

after cc

ah dear having dinner wif his friends

they eating steamboat

i miss steamboat

ah dear

i miss u so much

when cn i c u

i really need u my bao bei

by bbwen

kampar life

finally cn on9
and cn update my blog le

at kampar nw
sunday move to here early morning
after register
and take my room's key
then go to hostel
tidy up my bedroom
duoble room wif my sis
we study at some sch
and stay at same house
oso in same bedroom

1st day

very sien

no wi-fi

cnt on9 anymore

n the weather here very very hot

cnt sleep well at nite

2nd day

wake up early in the morning

prepare myself

then go to sch

wif my friend;s car

for register

n take the t-shirt

after tat we go morning market thr

n hv our breakfast thr

stay here nt yt 1 week

always go here go thr wif friends

bcoz so boring stay at hostel

n no wi-fi

very very sienz

wan buy bicycle

class will start from monday

n i will cycle to sch

1st time

bt bicycle is normal here

coz many student go sch wif bicycle

miss my b so much

no c him many days le

dunno when i cn back

dunno when he free cn come here

i wan c him

i wan hug him

i miss him

i need him

bb, i miss u so much so much

by bbwen

明天之前

外面下着雨
绵绵细雨
爱睡的我
比前几天早起床
本来跟dear说好今天一起吃早餐
哪知

*****skip*****skip*****skip*****

别提了
本来很不开心
都没办法
算了

要吃什么呢
我也不知道
好想吃芋头饭
可是太远了
lesen拿去还还没拿到
现在好想睡


昨天
跟一班好朋友出去
去sunway唱k
然后佩有约会
先回家了
剩下我，darling M 还有christine
在sunway shopping买东西
然后就去winter warmer喝茶
好喜欢那里的气氛
很舒服


这几天
不知怎么了
每一晚都睡不着
很难入睡
明天就要离开我家了
好舍不得
舍不得我温暖的家
舍不得家人
舍不得我的床
舍不得那班好朋友
最舍不得的
还是我的宝贝
dear
真的好舍不得你
每次想到要离开你
都会偷偷的哭
那种感觉好难受

该收拾的东西
都收拾好了
今天就好好待在家
明天一早
就要去kampar了

dear
我不在
要想我哦
我也会
很想很想你



现在好饿
又不知道要吃什么
就写到这


by bbwen

special to mummy... n HIM

i come lo
actually i will come here n stay around here
everyday
i think more than half an hour
wan to write something
bt i nth to write
my life full wif 'bored'

1 week din c HIM
since i resign on last week
finally
2day i c HIM
coz back to company
very very happy
i really miss HIM so much
n i wish HE gv me a hug
bt i know
tat's a company
we cnt do tat

sleep late tis few days
coz wait HIM finish everything
n chat wif HIM
somemore
i din sleep in afternoon
coz the weather is super hot
feel tired nw
i know i should switch off pc
n go to sleep nw
i know i should rest more
bt i cnt sleep
i worry HIM
i know HE will take care himself
i know HE wont let me worry
dunno y
i still worry

4th cry on last nite
coz worry HIM
i wish tat HE tell me HE dun wan go le
HE wan sleep nw
bt tat juz i wish
i cnt force HIM
i dun wan force HIM
i dun wan b selfish
i dun wan control HIM
i wish HE know

late le
daddy n mummy nt yt back
i think they on the way back
wish mummy

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

mummy
i know sometime i made u angry
i know sometime i do wat i like
n din think about u
bt mummy
i will try to b ur 100% good daughter
i love u mummy


by bbwen

MAY

..1 May 2010..
labour day
wake up early in the morning
breakfast wif family
then stay at home whole the day
i know
dad n mum dun like go out when public holiday
coz traffic jam anywhr
very very bored at home
i wan go out
bt lazy
wat i cn do juz on9 on9 n on9
sienzzzzz

afternoon
ah dear buy MCD for me
sweet...♥
gt a call fr darling H when i plan to sleep
she at pacifit wif her friends
bt something happen
juz skip it
she ask me go fetch her
i call ah dear
ah dear say he fetch me n we go 2gether
finally nt ah dear drive
weay yong drive n fetch us

finally i meet my dear
so happy
bt dear look tired
pity my dear
after drop darling H
we go nic house
chatting thr
after tat
back to my boring day again

nite
dear go movie wif his friends
i stay at home
dear keep msg me
he scare me bored
wan acc me
ho cai my cousin take magazine to me
i read magazine n dear watch movie


..2 May 2010..
out wif dear, darling H n weay yong in afternoon
we go sunway carnival mall
me n dear go ALOOK
we do same spec
couple spec
hope dear really like it
then we go amp square karaoke
sing sing sing
after tat we go clinic cafe
for our dinner
the foods nt so nice
ok nia
gt 1st time
no 2nd time again
after then we back lo
take some photo
bt lazy to upload here
i upload the photo to my facebook ald
view at thr lah

tis is a meaningful n memorable day
i wont forget it
dear
i love u so much
so much so much


by bbwen

End Of April

few days din update my blog
miss here so much

2day free
dunno daddy n mummy wan go out bo
daddy is washing his car
mummy is watching tv
my sis will hanging out wif cousin n her friends later
n me
no planning yt

**********************************************************************

~30 April 2010~
my last day in CTG
last day work
n will be continue my study soon

sad
bcoz cnt c my dear everyday
happy
bcoz i no need work
cn sleep late n wake up late everyday
cn do watever i wan

CTG
hv many fun thr
hv many memories thr
thanks CTG staff
teach me a lots
thanks them a lots
treat me lunch
we having seafood at tambun
bt my dear take lunch at iceicebaby
i cnt follow

my dear hv a bad mood
coz he feel uncomfortable
ah dear
muz take care urself k
dun always drink ice water
i know weather is hot
bt try to reduce drink ice water k

**********************************************************************

tat day
forgot which day ald
i sad
i cry
bcoz of dear
bcoz of wat he say

1st cry
bcoz dear tell me wat THEY say to him
n i cry
bcoz of wat THEY say
made me so sad
i love my dear so much
n finally THEY say me like tat

2nd cry
bcoz dear say
something bout our future
dear say i go study n will know many friends
will know 1 guy better than him
my heart
very very pain
really
i nt trust dear will say like tat
i know
u juz simply say
n nt real de
bt
tat all out from dear mouth
i really sad
bt finally
u made me smile
dear i know u r joking
bt next time dun take tis as joke k
love dear
muacks

3rd cry
bcoz dear say i wan go study
we will separate
n dear say to me:
'muz take care urself'
'muz drink more more water'
'muz盖被bfore sleep'
i m so touching
dear sayang me very much

To Dear
muz take care urself too
dun always say %#@$@$%$#@
dun always quarrel wif tat workers
when angry
think bout me
when happy
think bout me too

DEAR...LOVE U SO MUCH

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS


by bbwen