low EQ's day

today
a sad day for me

1st time
i failed mid-term in UTAR
cognitive psychology
which i had put more effort on it
when before the mid-term

when gt the mid-term paper today
i was shock
and my brain was blank
nt even 50 marks
i dunno what should i do
very down today

mayb for others
this is juz small case
bt for me
i care it
i promise myself
i must try my best
to pass every subjects in exam
no matter mid-term or final exam
i have put more effort on it
i study hard
i try to remember as much as i cn
but why
i failed at last

reach home
finish my dinner
o mood to do anything
lying on the bed
and my tears drop non stop
i dunno what happen to me
i try to be strong
i tell myself it's ok
work hard for final
bt i seems like cnt control myself
my tears continue droping

at the same time
think about my problem wif babe
i totally cnt control myself
i cry badly
talk to babe
feel better finally
n i go to sleep

keep telling myself dun think too much
everything will be ok
n try to sleep
nt even sleep well
after 1 hour like tat
a dream wake me up
n my eyes are wet
my tears drop again
i feel insecure

babe
i feel insecure
because of u
because of the dream



by bbw3n

voice it out (DX, 2011)

voice it out

yup
as my best friend's title in 1 of her post
something have been keep in heart too long
and i need to voice it out
although it is nt my style to do so
but i really wan to burst if i continue keeping

i m a person which is quiet
sometimes i ignore u
seldom talk with u even we r close
not because i dun like talk to u
is juz i wan to be quite
and i m tired
so
quiet
is a way that i save & charge my energy

i enjoy my life which is alone
i like to stay in home
coz i think my room is a most quiet place
for me to do my thing
for me to relax
and the most important
i enjoy my quiet lifestyle

i dun like people force me too
i have my own way
i dun like people force me
force me to do what i have reject
what i have refuse to do
what i nt willing to do

sometimes u say wan do that
i reject
that's mean i really dun like
ok lo
dun do lo
because of this
u let me feel guilty if i din agree wif u
u let me feel guilty if i reject u
those phrases made me feel that
i must agree
i must follow u
mayb u r nt mean like this
mayb that is my irrational belief
bt i really feel stress about that
that's y if i dun like
i m not agree wif u
i tell directly that i dun wan
although that is not my style to say like that
i m sorry

u r not child
n u have ur responsibility
dun live in the past
look forward to future
u can do it
if u really put effort

i wonder that
r u feeling guilty to the people that always help u
r u feeling disappointed to the people that care u
r u happy in the live that see other people face
r u happy in the live that people blame on u

i dun wan to tell u
coz think that every people have their own way
n u have ur own way too
no right for me to make judgment on what u do
n what i m writing here
is juz a way i release
release everything that i dun like
release the thing tat make me unhappy
i feel that wan to help u
bt i dunno what cn i do
i m sorry



by bbw3n

all about photo

another post for today
not more to talk in this post
but some photo to share
just some simple photo that shoot it in daily life

♥ ENJOY ♥

after washing my face
i like clean & bright face
but i lazy to do mask

when i m free
when the free time is bored
end up to spend the time with photo shooting

my schedule for March
it is full
assignment + presentation + mid-term
finally it is going to end

cocktail
it is non alcohol
just a juice tea
i like peach
it is nice

my babe's funny face
you wont see this type of face when with him
even u know him 10 years
but this type of face appear when with ME
only in front of ME ♥

this is funny
saw this at someone's blog
i want design my home's toilet like this
stick with my husband when 'pangsai'
hahaha ^^

♥ THE END ♥

Thanks for reading & viewing




by bbw3n

Earth Hour 2011

26 March
a very meaningful day to the Earth
it is Earth Hour
before 8.30pm
prepare myself
off the light
then going out with my sis
and having our dinner at MCD
reach home after 9.30pm
on the light
and continue online


yesterday
join an event
UTAR Earth Hour 2011
For The Planet By The People
it is fun
and meaningful event for me
the event held at UTAR Sport Complex
and quite many people join this event
walk to campus
with my sis and xiao kee
the event started at 8.00pm
but we reach at before 7.30pm
chit chat and taking photo there
it is not bored
although not more performance
but i m very enjoy it

photo time
+..let the photo tell u more about the event..+

before went to the event
taking these photo at home
black VS white

HUMANS
LET US CLOSE OUR HANDS TIGHTLY
CLOSE OUR EYES

PRAY FOR THE EARTH
PRAY FOR THE WORLD
PRAY FOR US
PRAY FOR THEM
PRAY FOR THOSE IN SUFFER



by bbw3n

busy March

March

for me
it is a very busy month
a lot of stuff waiting for me
assignment
presentation
mid-term
really killing me
n because of all this thing
i din back hometown for this month
and nw
finally all done
left 1 assignment n 2 presentation
on April

miss my hometown
miss my family
and
miss my babe
so much so much
n i will never forget
penang's food

i miss my favour yam rice
i miss my favour bah kut teh
i miss my favour laksa
i miss hakkien mee
i miss wantan mee
i miss haagen-daz
i miss starbuck
n many many

babe always show off to me what he ate
famous laksa
seoul garden
swensens
starbuck
nandos
luk luk
n 2nite
he go ta eat very famous de tom yam mee

waiting for April
i wan back hometown
i wan date wif my babe
i wan go high tea buffet
i wan eat Tao
bt babe nt so like sushi
i wan haagen-daz
babe ask me treat him
n i wan eat many many

talk about saturday
mid-term for Pengajian M'sia
n back home sleep after that
nite
dinner together wif xiao kee, grace, elaine
cook tom yam
n ask them dinner together at my hostel
after that
gossip n gossip
when girl meet
most fun is gossip
talk about love
then that puppy man

sunday
raining day
plan wan to wash cloths
bt luckily i din wash
rain whole the day
afternoon
go to tesco with xiao kee, grace, n elaine again
n elaine's bf fetch us thr
then having meeting at nite
discussion about Research method assignment

today
sleep whole day
skip class again
headache + a bit fever in the morning
mayb last nite cycle under the rain
n when reach home did not take bath directly
n nw i m blogging here

dunno what to do next
seem like do not have mood to study
n a bit hungry
goin to cook maggie


babe eat tom yam
i eat maggie
hmmm

i miss u babe
1 month no c u
gt fat jor o nt
hahaha
almost supper everynite



by bbw3n

our day

sorry for the late
din update my space for a very long time
i know it is full of dust
n i m goin to clean it nw

....................................................................................................

25 FEB 2011

back hometown on 24 FEB
and date with my babe on the next day

out at 7pm i think
our 1st station is jusco
shopping n buy something there

after that
having our dinner at auto-city
Nandos
the food nt bad
we order a lot
finally cnt finish all
n end up with take away


Photos Session

* the day's look (before wearing lens) *

* the small bottle from mini toons *


* flowers' cushion, bt it is a bit thin *

* dinner at Nandos *

the most happy moment for me
whenever stay with my babe
i love my babe sooo much
even He sometimes made me angry made me cry
haha


stop here today
will be upload more about my current life



by bbw3n