special to mummy... n HIM

i come lo
actually i will come here n stay around here
everyday
i think more than half an hour
wan to write something
bt i nth to write
my life full wif 'bored'

1 week din c HIM
since i resign on last week
finally
2day i c HIM
coz back to company
very very happy
i really miss HIM so much
n i wish HE gv me a hug
bt i know
tat's a company
we cnt do tat

sleep late tis few days
coz wait HIM finish everything
n chat wif HIM
somemore
i din sleep in afternoon
coz the weather is super hot
feel tired nw
i know i should switch off pc
n go to sleep nw
i know i should rest more
bt i cnt sleep
i worry HIM
i know HE will take care himself
i know HE wont let me worry
dunno y
i still worry

4th cry on last nite
coz worry HIM
i wish tat HE tell me HE dun wan go le
HE wan sleep nw
bt tat juz i wish
i cnt force HIM
i dun wan force HIM
i dun wan b selfish
i dun wan control HIM
i wish HE know

late le
daddy n mummy nt yt back
i think they on the way back
wish mummy

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

mummy
i know sometime i made u angry
i know sometime i do wat i like
n din think about u
bt mummy
i will try to b ur 100% good daughter
i love u mummy


by bbwen

MAY

..1 May 2010..
labour day
wake up early in the morning
breakfast wif family
then stay at home whole the day
i know
dad n mum dun like go out when public holiday
coz traffic jam anywhr
very very bored at home
i wan go out
bt lazy
wat i cn do juz on9 on9 n on9
sienzzzzz

afternoon
ah dear buy MCD for me
sweet...♥
gt a call fr darling H when i plan to sleep
she at pacifit wif her friends
bt something happen
juz skip it
she ask me go fetch her
i call ah dear
ah dear say he fetch me n we go 2gether
finally nt ah dear drive
weay yong drive n fetch us

finally i meet my dear
so happy
bt dear look tired
pity my dear
after drop darling H
we go nic house
chatting thr
after tat
back to my boring day again

nite
dear go movie wif his friends
i stay at home
dear keep msg me
he scare me bored
wan acc me
ho cai my cousin take magazine to me
i read magazine n dear watch movie


..2 May 2010..
out wif dear, darling H n weay yong in afternoon
we go sunway carnival mall
me n dear go ALOOK
we do same spec
couple spec
hope dear really like it
then we go amp square karaoke
sing sing sing
after tat we go clinic cafe
for our dinner
the foods nt so nice
ok nia
gt 1st time
no 2nd time again
after then we back lo
take some photo
bt lazy to upload here
i upload the photo to my facebook ald
view at thr lah

tis is a meaningful n memorable day
i wont forget it
dear
i love u so much
so much so much


by bbwen

End Of April

few days din update my blog
miss here so much

2day free
dunno daddy n mummy wan go out bo
daddy is washing his car
mummy is watching tv
my sis will hanging out wif cousin n her friends later
n me
no planning yt

**********************************************************************

~30 April 2010~
my last day in CTG
last day work
n will be continue my study soon

sad
bcoz cnt c my dear everyday
happy
bcoz i no need work
cn sleep late n wake up late everyday
cn do watever i wan

CTG
hv many fun thr
hv many memories thr
thanks CTG staff
teach me a lots
thanks them a lots
treat me lunch
we having seafood at tambun
bt my dear take lunch at iceicebaby
i cnt follow

my dear hv a bad mood
coz he feel uncomfortable
ah dear
muz take care urself k
dun always drink ice water
i know weather is hot
bt try to reduce drink ice water k

**********************************************************************

tat day
forgot which day ald
i sad
i cry
bcoz of dear
bcoz of wat he say

1st cry
bcoz dear tell me wat THEY say to him
n i cry
bcoz of wat THEY say
made me so sad
i love my dear so much
n finally THEY say me like tat

2nd cry
bcoz dear say
something bout our future
dear say i go study n will know many friends
will know 1 guy better than him
my heart
very very pain
really
i nt trust dear will say like tat
i know
u juz simply say
n nt real de
bt
tat all out from dear mouth
i really sad
bt finally
u made me smile
dear i know u r joking
bt next time dun take tis as joke k
love dear
muacks

3rd cry
bcoz dear say i wan go study
we will separate
n dear say to me:
'muz take care urself'
'muz drink more more water'
'muz盖被bfore sleep'
i m so touching
dear sayang me very much

To Dear
muz take care urself too
dun always say %#@$@$%$#@
dun always quarrel wif tat workers
when angry
think bout me
when happy
think bout me too

DEAR...LOVE U SO MUCH

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS


by bbwen

我们的...第二个日子

今天
是我们在一起的第二个月
亲爱的你
还记得吧

虽然
只是那短短的两个月
但
这两个月
对我
对你
都很有意义
很重要吧
是你
让我成长了不少
让我改变了很多
让我真正体会被爱的感觉
被呵护的感觉
被关心的感觉

ღ 我的生命 ღ
ღ 因为你 ღ
ღ 满满 ღ


我很爱很爱他
不知道为什么
就是很爱他
曾经问过他
dear, 你到底有什么魅力，让我那么爱你？
还是你下了什么降头，让我很爱很爱你...
dear说，如果下降头让你爱我，那就不叫真爱了...

嘻嘻
也对
我是用我的真心
爱我的dear
我会给他满满的爱
满满的
我会很珍惜他
珍惜他对我的好
珍惜他给我的一切
珍惜他给我的呵护
给我的爱

最近
注意他写的blog
他
其实我并不是很认识
在facebook聊过几句
无意间
看到他的每一字 每一句
是写给他爱的女生
觉得他很痴情
深深的感觉到他对那女生的爱
是满满的

那女生
应该有看到吧
我想
如果她答应跟他在一起
她一定会很幸福
因为
他 一定会很爱很爱她

给bin: 你要加油哦...

给min: 你好幸福哦...

ღ 给我的宝贝: 我好爱好爱你...muacks ღ


by bbwen

决定了

好久没来了
我知道
我最爱的这里
发霉了

时间过得好快
四月将要走了
五月已在路途中了

而我
也作了决定
不等政府大学了
报名了UTAR
KAMPAR CAMPUS

其实
做这个决定之前
我也很犹豫
多么不想离开这里
多么不想离开他
是他
给了我信心
他说
我的学业重要
他要我继续读书

嗯
我终于决定了
唯一遗憾的
就是不能进本地大学

这个星期
是我在CTG的最后一个星期了
开心
因为我不必工作了
伤心
因为不能每天看见我最爱的他
希望五月
我能有更多的时间陪他
因为五月中
我们真的要分开了
我继续我的学业
他继续她的工作
我们的距离
是两个多小时的车程

想到分开的那天
心好痛
每次都会偷偷哭
我知道你也不好受
你放心
我会好好照顾自己
不会让你担心

dear...我好爱你

明天
27日
是我和他
美好的一天
我要牵着你的手
一直走下去

I LOVE U MY DEAR
MUACKS MUACKS


p/s: 今天被我发现了一件事，很确定，他们在一起了...
恭喜你们哦，祝你们永远幸福，快乐...
给男的: ♥用你的真心，去爱属于你的女生♥
给女的: ♥用你的真心，去珍惜属于你的男生♥


by bbwen