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Friday, October 2

To bb myself...To him...To her

today din go to school
absent again
bb dun know absent how many days le
teacher say absent more then 40 days
will gt 'lemah' in graduate cert
bt bb think me haven reach 40 days gua
anywhere lah...

today do own revision
do maths exercise whole day
very dissapointed
coz gt bad result in maths
n also the other subjects
very very sad when think bout the results
nw only gt feeling bout it
wat cn bb do is work hard n work hard
gambateh bb

juz nw suddenly receive msg from a guy
that guy... haiz
din answer me when i call him when at school
tis few days he always like tat
darling also say like tat
although darling sit bside him
i think he nt really like tat lah
when receive his msg
haha
sure reply him lah
bb keep 'suan' him
then ask him y tis few day he look difference
he say mayb stress gua
en en, bb think so
hey guy, nt only u feel stress nia...
he say scare cnt gt university
he scare cnt gt the course tat he prefer
haiz... bb also face tis problems
bt nw dun think tis lah
take time to study n revision better

P/S: hey guy, gambateh ya... we must gt university de ok...
work hard together... n dun 4gt must always smiles...
look better when u smiles...
bb miss ur 'sunshine' smiles... stay happy k...


*~ TO DARLING ~*

he come back here n nw back to KL le rite?
dun think too much lah k
bb wan to ask u de
bt at school dunno hw to ask
so...
u n him nw can like tat ok le lah
at least better than me
din chat+ msg anymore
dunno y... hehe
he gt call u when back here
mayb u will feel uncomfortable wif his action
bt tis mean he still friend wif u rite
so juz be friend wif him lo
bb know darling can handle it de rite
bb always support u de
gambateh wif exam too...


by bbwen

Thursday, October 1

中秋节快乐

几天没上来了
好想念我的blog

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开学了
trial exam 的考卷
陆陆续续的分回来了
心情好平静
没有以往的高兴,伤心
不满意...真的
但又能怎样
是bb自己做答的
考得差
只能再再再努力咯
没机会了
下一次
就是真正的考试了
希望交出辉煌的成绩
算了
什么都不想了
想想怎样考好成绩

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好期待
星期六就是我们的叙别会了
希望一切都很完美
食物好吃,表演好看

期待期待

星期六也是中秋节哦
有月饼吃
可是bb不太喜欢吃
除了冰皮月饼外
因为吃了很腻
而且会很容易胖耶
所以只吃冰皮的

今年家里没买月饼
都是爸妈的朋友送的
因为妈咪自己做月饼
烤的,冰皮的
全部妈咪自己亲手包办
妈咪做了好多
一些送朋友,一些送亲戚
剩下一些自己吃咯
嘻嘻
bb吃了很多冰皮的
五颜六色的
anti-colouring + anti-preservating
超好吃的


...*冰皮月饼*...











...*普通月饼*...




妈咪烤的月饼
跟普通买的月饼一样
不一样的是
特别的好吃
因为
有妈妈的味道
嘻嘻
当然
bb不只是吃罢了
还有帮忙妈咪做月饼哦


提早祝大家
中秋节快乐


by bbwen

Sunday, September 27

痛苦...痛哭

痛哭过后...心情,真的会好点吗?

这两个晚上
bb的心情好差
躺在床上
眼泪却不停的流下

很自责
自责自己没正真努力过
突然在想
如果当初读私人学院...
如果当初读师范学院...
现在的我,将会是怎样

心,麻了,死了
心,不再像以前那样听话了
换来的,却是眼泪
眼泪,不听话
无缘无故就流下
看着桌上的书
想读也读不进
bb我...哭了

突然
目标,理想
渐渐离我远去
我看不到它,摸不到它,更感觉不到它
怎么办?
少过两个月的时间,
这我知道 ,
我真的有心无力
我真的读不进

痛苦,痛哭
谁来救我?
谁来听我倾诉?
谁来安慰去我?
拿着电话,按着通讯录
好多名字...
最后
还是放弃了找人倾诉的决定
多得不知找谁倾诉?
还是没有倾诉的对象?
很可悲吧...

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
好想放弃
一切的一切
让这一切都结束
可是
想起鼓励我的人...
对我期望的人...
bb我,
又哭了...

崩溃,
真的崩溃了...
从来没这样过,
也很怕这样的情况出现...
终于,
它出现了...

无奈

by bbwen

nite

bb wanna be pig le
nt so tired
din feel sleepy
bt nothing to do
dunno y

心情好沉重
bb怎么了
自己也不知道
没什么心情
什么都不想做

明天大家打算去三叔的apartment
打算去游泳
bb不知道要不要去
明天再打算吧

晚安
good nite

by bbwen

Wednesday, September 23

holidays

monday...21 sept 2009
hang out with my family
we go to jusco
having our dinner at old town
then window shop there
mummy buy many thing
use de..eat de
all gt buy
detergen..vegetables..ice-cream..chocolate
but...bb forgot to bring my recycle bag
its monday
no plastic bag given
omg...1 ppl take some lo...
haha...so funny
after tat
go to secret recipe
buy cake for bb's little brother
cause his birthday
then back home lo

* lady bird's cake from secret recipe...cute



tuesday...
hang out with my dearest friends
darling..heroshi..christine
we go out at 11 morning
then we go BM's bebe
look some dress there
after tat we go to pacific
have our lunch at pizza hut
after tat go to vincci & bebe
also have some look there
then have our movie
'Tsunami At Haeundae'
nice movie
very touching
like tat movie so much
after movie
walk around there
then have our dinner at G Garden
steamboat..bbq..sushi
ok lo...nice
stay at there
almost 2 hours
eat many thing
after finish then we back lo

*see... darling eat de... so many




nice days
n happy days


by bbwen