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Saturday, May 1

End Of April

few days din update my blog
miss here so much

2day free
dunno daddy n mummy wan go out bo
daddy is washing his car
mummy is watching tv
my sis will hanging out wif cousin n her friends later
n me
no planning yt

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~30 April 2010~

my last day in CTG
last day work
n will be continue my study soon

sad
bcoz cnt c my dear everyday
happy
bcoz i no need work
cn sleep late n wake up late everyday
cn do watever i wan

CTG
hv many fun thr
hv many memories thr
thanks CTG staff
teach me a lots
thanks them a lots
treat me lunch
we having seafood at tambun
bt my dear take lunch at iceicebaby
i cnt follow

my dear hv a bad mood
coz he feel uncomfortable
ah dear
muz take care urself k
dun always drink ice water
i know weather is hot
bt try to reduce drink ice water k

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tat day
forgot which day ald
i sad
i cry
bcoz of dear
bcoz of wat he say

1st cry
bcoz dear tell me wat THEY say to him
n i cry
bcoz of wat THEY say
made me so sad
i love my dear so much
n finally THEY say me like tat

2nd cry
bcoz dear say
something bout our future
dear say i go study n will know many friends
will know 1 guy better than him
my heart
very very pain
really
i nt trust dear will say like tat
i know
u juz simply say
n nt real de
bt
tat all out from dear mouth
i really sad
bt finally
u made me smile
dear i know u r joking
bt next time dun take tis as joke k
love dear
muacks

3rd cry
bcoz dear say i wan go study
we will separate
n dear say to me:
'muz take care urself'
'muz drink more more water'
'muz盖被bfore sleep'
i m so touching
dear sayang me very much

To Dear
muz take care urself too
dun always say %#@$@$%$#@
dun always
quarrel wif tat workers
when angry
think bout me
when happy
think bout me too


DEAR...LOVE U SO MUCH

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS


by bbwen


Tuesday, April 27

我们的...第二个日子

今天
是我们在一起的第二个月
亲爱的你
还记得吧

虽然
只是那短短的两个月

这两个月
对我
对你
都很有意义
很重要吧
是你
让我成长了不少
让我改变了很多
让我真正体会被爱的感觉
被呵护的感觉
被关心的感觉

我的生命
因为你
满满


我很爱很爱他
不知道为什么
就是很爱他
曾经问过他
dear, 你到底有什么魅力,让我那么爱你?
还是你下了什么降头,让我很爱很爱你...
dear说,如果下降头让你爱我,那就不叫真爱了...

嘻嘻
也对
我是用我的真心
爱我的dear
我会给他满满的爱
满满的
我会很珍惜他
珍惜他对我的好
珍惜他给我的一切
珍惜他给我的呵护
给我的爱

最近
注意他写的blog

其实我并不是很认识
在facebook聊过几句
无意间
看到他的每一字 每一句
是写给他爱的女生
觉得他很痴情
深深的感觉到他对那女生的爱
是满满的

那女生
应该有看到吧
我想
如果她答应跟他在一起
她一定会很幸福
因为
他 一定会很爱很爱她

给bin: 你要加油哦...

给min: 你好幸福哦...

给我的宝贝: 我好爱好爱你...muacks


by bbwen



Monday, April 26

决定了

好久没来了
我知道
我最爱的这里
发霉了

时间过得好快
四月将要走了
五月已在路途中了

而我
也作了决定
不等政府大学了
报名了UTAR
KAMPAR CAMPUS

其实
做这个决定之前
我也很犹豫
多么不想离开这里
多么不想离开他
是他
给了我信心
他说
我的学业重要
他要我继续读书


我终于决定了
唯一遗憾的
就是不能进本地大学

这个星期
是我在CTG的最后一个星期了
开心
因为我不必工作了
伤心
因为不能每天看见我最爱的他
希望五月
我能有更多的时间陪他
因为五月中
我们真的要分开了
我继续我的学业
他继续她的工作
我们的距离
是两个多小时的车程

想到分开的那天
心好痛
每次都会偷偷哭
我知道你也不好受
你放心
我会好好照顾自己
不会让你担心

dear...我好爱你

明天
27日
是我和他
美好的一天
我要牵着你的手
一直走下去

I LOVE U MY DEAR
MUACKS MUACKS


p/s: 今天被我发现了一件事,很确定,他们在一起了...
恭喜你们哦,祝你们永远幸福,快乐...
给男的:
用你的真心,去爱属于你的女生
给女的: 用你的真心,去珍惜属于你的男生


by bbwen

Thursday, February 25

i gt it---> STPM results

very nervous
very worry
since a few days ago
when i know tat it when come out 2day

2day
nervous than yesterday
worry than yesterday
go to work
bt i cnt concentrate anymore
very sry

wake up early in the morning
i tell myself tat i must cool down
must relax
n smile
bt... sorry
i failed to do it

take my breakfast wif darling H
at 11 o clock
then go to school
take my STPM results

DISAPPOINTED
when i gt my results
sad
suddenly loss my way
loss my direction

back to home
wanna cry
mummy ask me cn gt U o nt
i say mayb

after tat
daddy back
n i talk wif daddy
he c my results
din say anything
wat he concern bout
is my future
i cn gt U o nt
i nt sure
juz say mayb

tat time
i really cry
i cnt stop the tear in my eyes
feel very sorry to dad n mum
cnt gt a good results
n feel very sorry to myself
i lose tis time

anywhr
thanks very much
to my relations
n to all my friends
thanks for ur's care
thanks for ur's comfort
thanks for ur's support
i m better nw

n sorry to some of them
which call me
n i did nt answer
i really no mood to talk anything
n i scare
i will cry again
when talking wif u all

thanks darling M
wat u say is rite
i must b strong
n do another planning
hope u too
happy n smile always

waiting for our dating 2nite
feel happy


by bbwen

Tuesday, February 23

我回来啦

我回来啦

我知道我好久没上来了
放心
我还活着

只是
工作了
私人时间少了
回到家就做猪了
不知道为什么
就很累

现在的心情
很紧张
很担心

星期四成绩即将公布了
能不能过关
我也不知道
真的很害怕

暂时写到这啦
下一次再post上我近来的生活点滴

晚安

by bbwen