chocolate week

...xiu xiu xiu...

my blog full of dust
is time to clean it

i m here
finally sem 2 goin to end
n nw is study week
is time for me to work hard for final exam
then my holidays is coming soo
n n wat i m waiting for is christmas
i m waiting for my christmas present

talk bout tis few days
i cnt sleep well tis few nitez
i dunno y i tired
i wanna sleep
bt i cnt sleep well
even i force myself to sleep

n 2daywake up in the early morning
go to buy train ticket
back my sweet home after exam
then breakfast with them
qi..kent..grace..xiang..jun kit..jun liang
n after tat we go tesco
thanks very much
1st
thanks jun kit for fetch us
n 2nd
thanks xiang buy chocolate for me
appreaciate


*chocolate from xiang*





afternoon
shareen come to kampar
very surprise
bt i din go garden wif them
coz still in study mood tat time
n nite
we go old town dinner together
then we go to dating
i like shareen's camerait is fujifilm
i wan it for so long
oki will try my best to save money
n buy it
after that
they plan go to 21st
n i din follow them
for me
i nt so close wif shareen them actually
n i think will nth to chat if i go
so i end up wif goin back
thanks kent grace n qi for acc me back

n when i reachi wan find someone to chat
i wonder tat y dear din reply my msg
so i call him
he is at alex house
n they having bbq
dear din tell me pun
finallynobody to chat to
n end up with study
good
i should do like tat
final is coming soon
n my target for tis sem
is 3.0 for my CGPA
i know it is hard for me
bt i will try my best



*chocolate from my dear*
this is the chocolate tat dear buy me
the day tat i wan back kampar
we go breakfast tat morning
n afternoon i m goin back to kampar
i m period pain tat day
dear say eat chocolate will feel better
so he buy me some chocolate
n i no chance to drink my favourite dark mocha from starbucks
anywhr
thanks dear
i will take care myself
love u much much




ok
continue study
n sleep early 2nite
hope tat i cn sleep well



bbw3n

saturday

saturday

is a meaningful day
go to school wif my sis
join a event that organized by UTAR Counseling & Guidance Unit
it is a sharing sessions
called Dare To Dream
1st sharing session is by 2 guests from UTAR
1 girl n 1 boy
they share hw they work hard for their dream
the girl
wan to be a reported
n nw she is in the half way to her dream
n the boy
he is interested in filming
n he had won many prizes in many film competition
he had met many famous ppl who oso involve in film
like jacky cheng

the 2nd session
is a special guest
he is guang liang
a famous singer from m'sia
he share manything
hw he become singer
the difficulities that he face
n so on
it is a very enjoy's sharing session
n at last

he sign for his EP

* sharing sessions *

* the emcee*



* bbw3n with EP *




* leaving *



when he is goin to leave
all UTAR student waiting at outside os heritage hall
and the guys that wear formal ones
is UTAR students
they as body guard
they really tall n strong
haha


when i reach home
i thought that i cn take a bath then take a snap
who knows
i saw the rubbish
i know that the rubbish ald full since friday nite
bt i dun wan clean it
finally
me to clean it again
everytime juz me n my sis care about it
i dunno why
izzit they din c the rubbish full ald
they dun wan clean it nvm
bt they oso din take a new plastic to throw their rubbish
the rubbish full ald
they still wan find place to throw their rubbish
until the rubbish fall down on the floor
i dunno wat to say
i hv no comment on it
i m tired



by bbw3n

moody saturday

2day
a moody day

last nite
din finish my assignment
n something happen between me n dear
no mood to do anything
end up with going out with friends
first
go to lakeside wif yu xiang n xiao qi
3 of us again
chatting thr
n after tat
go mcd n have our mcflurry
after tat rui meet us thr
cntinue chatting

i m very sad
n angry
first time he do like tat
he write something tat rude for me
he know i dislike
bt he do it to me
n is my 1st time too
receive such msg
second
he close my phone
without say goodbye
we promise each other before
no matter wat happen to us
muz say bye 1st before close the phone

i dunno y
since i come n study at kampar
everytime we argue
bcoz of me n my friends
i always out wif friends
no time accompany him
i tired
bt i still cn accompany friends out
cnt accompany him
i dunno
tat's all he say to me
he think friends more important in my life
even more important than him
i dunno
i really dunno y he think like tat
i dunno wat should i do
mayb i end my study n back hometown
is the best choice
i think

i worry bout my ah gong
rush for my assignment
n nw
wan think bout him n myself
i very moody
really moody today
even nth between us ald
i hate tat feeling
i tired



by bbw3n

保佑他

愿上帝保佑他

愿他的情况赶快好转
愿他不要那么痛
愿他不要那么辛苦

********************************************




suddenly feel like want to write something
write my feeling
write my thinking

back to hometown last week
sure
i will go to see ah gong n ah ma
ah gong was suffer
suffer from pain
he feel whole body pain
he cnt walk well since a few months ago
bt nw
he totally have problem in walking
wat cn he do
is just lying on the bed
i cnt feel the pain tat ah gong was suffering
bt i m very sad

yesterday
call mum n chatting wif her
she tell me tat ah gong sick jor
n after eat the medicine
he is in the unconscious situation
he talk something tat nobody know
n he cnt recognize everyone
i m shock
i m crying
y suddenly bcome so serious
i feel wanna back home
i miss ah gong
i miss him so much

mum tell me tat nw getting better
he cn recognize someone
bt i still worry
i miss him so much so much
hope everything getting well


a bit tired nw
doing nothing tis 2 days
go to music gathering in campus
nt bad
enjoy in that moment
enjoy in all the performance
they really do well
wan to sleep
bt i cnt
rush for assignment
hopefully
i cn finish it 2nite


feel tat i need him sometimes
bt i know
i cnt demand to get it
he nt belongs to mine




by bbw3n

给你们-D&M

* Story Between Gynno & Stephanie *

好喜欢这短片
所以把它post上facebook

看了这短片
我
哭了
是感动吧
还是
这短片
说出我的心声了

这
不就是我想要的吗
就那么简单
只要你们点头
只要你们同意

我明白
把书读好
是我的责任
是我现在应该做的
我知道
我当然会把书读好
但
我长大了
感情的事
让我自己决定
可以吗
拜托
我会把我的感情事处理好
就只要你们点头
好不好

那么多年了
还是一样
还是那句话
我当然知道
我知道你们担心什么
可是
我知道
我应该做什么
不应该做什么
之前的感情
都是因为撑得太辛苦
所以就这样
结束了
我真的不想
再这样下去
我真的
好辛苦
好累

你们知道吗
我要的
就只是
你们的点头
你们的成全
你们的同意
你们的祝福

就这么简单




by bbw3n